Thursday, December 30, 2004
-UNICEF-
People all over the world can donate to help the victims of the Tsunami via UNICEF online.
https://www.unicefusa.org/site/apps/ka/sd/donor.asp?c=duLRI8O0H&b=277271&en=imIYI7OQKgKZLbPULgKRK9PVKrLbJpM4IpI2JbMSKeL1LvK
Again, before you made any online donations. Check throughly that the website is reliable.
go ahead and
dream~
|12/30/2004 11:36:00 AM|
Wednesday, December 29, 2004
-Donation.-
Help the victims of the Tsunami! From december 30th 2004 on, Singaporeans will be able to donate through sms, phonecalls and atm. For detail story please visit this link. http://sg.news.yahoo.com/041229/5/singapore124627.html
If you are not a Singaporean, you can donate to tsunami victims from this link or some other source. https://secure.ga3.org/02/asia_earthquake04
but before you make any donation, please check that the organisation you are donating to is reliable.
If you are thinking of spending your extra cash for a new cd, game or some activities. Please try to spare a thought for the victims and do a little part in helping them. No, you won't get any prize for any donation you made, but trust me, you don't need a reason for helping others :)
...because if you can spare that 10 dollars, you are the more fortunate one, so why don't you reach out for the less fortunate?
go ahead and
dream~
|12/29/2004 07:55:00 PM|
-Helpless.-
I'm feeling so helpless. Watching the news, the victims of the deadly tsunami... while I can't do anything to help them. The deadly water came, caught most of the people defenceless, smash them to buildings, drown them... I always cannot understand why such things happens... why?
From the 7.00pm news, an indian young girl, was one of the victim of the tsunami. She was crying by the roadside, she looked so lost, so despair... I wonder what happen to her now? Does she have something to eat? Somewhere to stay...
Life is as unpredictable as it may be.
But the world is as untrustable as it always is...
I'm not devoted to a religion, but to all the different gods of the different religions. For the first time, I seek your help. I pray that you would give them your blessing, help the remaining survivals to pull through this period of disaster... please...
go ahead and
dream~
|12/29/2004 07:15:00 PM|
Monday, December 27, 2004
-Friendster part 2 (about testi -.-)-
Well my friends if you are reading this.... I have to say sorry! =x sorry and thanks to those who had add me on friendster and wrote nice testi for me. Some is just a bit too good, I havent realise I'm such a wonderful person lol.. in fact I'm really flattered (spelling wrong ya?) You might think I'm helpful but I sometimes I really think I'm just busybody. I really have a lot a lot of bad points and I used to be a very slacky + irresponsible person also.. Any way lemme write nice testi for you guys next time ya? I will struggle thru this poly sem first, then during the long long holiday I write nice testi for everyone in my friendlist! hoho!
Again, I have to stress on that I dont like friendster... its buggy, its laggy... but I've got no choice, seems that if I want to keep in contact with my already lost pri sch and sec sch friends.. I have to keep using it. >..< but maybe not at the moment, maybe during the holidays. So I could add every single of them and write them testi..
Its getting late, you might ask me why I've been writing so much blog lately.. reason = cos i change my layout! yay! it helps really! So raymond, huihui and those that havent been bloggin lately please go change your template, it give you the motivation to write! I could help out with the template stuff also!
go ahead and
dream~
|12/27/2004 01:58:00 AM|
Sunday, December 26, 2004
-Cherish your life.-
It's sunday early in the afternoon, i was as usual flipping through my chinese reference books after helping my mum with the clothes.. yeah its a lot, one week of clothes and we only have time to fold then, iron them on sunday. After a while I went on net, checking blog and stuffy.. I clicked on the Next blog button on top of a friend's blog and saw something.. quite unbelievable.
I saw a girl who had an aim, she wanted to be a pretty girl and has been working hard for her goal. But recently she has been diagnosed with cancer... I couldnt explain the feeling when I saw the blog... I just felt that life is so unpredictable.. yes, if you are thinking.. those little things I've seen on the web affects me a lot, especially someones journal.
As I recall I havent been a healthy person all of my life, born with asthma from young. Though its not always life threatening. But I remember a few times when i was in my primary school and asthmas was so bad that I was afraid to sleep, afraid that I might not wake up after I slept.
I've seems to forget the way I cherished my life when I was young, I've gone through failures after failures in my upper secondary school life and I wanted to commit suicide. I felt that life was so meaningless that I dont want to live to think of my problems anymore, I thought I couldnt take it... I had to die. But of course, I survived! Thanks to that somebody who hurt me, the worst is over... I've overcome everything and will overcome anything now.
I'm actually very afraid of death now. Why? Because there are just so many things left undone for me, I have to earn a lot of money for my parents, I have to take care of my kiddy sis and bro. I yet to complete my stories. I just can't bear to think that one day, I have to leave them...
But again... if something is meant to be, it's meant to be. I believe that fate is in my own hand.. but that is if you don't count in those accidents or sudden fatal illness. These things are unpredictable, something that you wouldn't wish for and wouldn't know when it's gonna happen to you.
So... I'm gonna live my everyday to the fullest, putting a hundred percent in everything I do. If something really bad happens to me, I wouldn't regret the days I've live through from this moment.
I believe that only when you learn to cherish your life, then you have the right to love others. You have to love yourself before loving others.
go ahead and
dream~
|12/26/2004 01:47:00 PM|
-Xmas~-
Finally I'm back home..... X_x I'm really tired... been quite a wonderful day of christmas, as usual this day would be celebrated with my cousins without fail XD! I have 2 aunts, one of them have 2 girls and the other one have 1 boy and 1 girl. Average age is about 9 to 13... yup I've always been the oldest... With my kiddy bro and sis + me, it will be 7 kids, well that is if I count myself as a kid also =x yup, we have always been quite close, and i always remember them as cute little kiddos... the last time I've seen my cousins was actually about a few weeks ago? And now, after taking a good look at them, I realise they have all grown up a lot O_O I felt so old... well maybe a few more years! I'll be 23 and and they all will be 14 to 19... woohoo we can all go KBox together! =x well I'm looking forward to it ^_^..
And it's yuling's bday soon, I wonder what I can get her... a cd ^_^ that will be good i thought. When I'm 13 I'm all mad about idols, lol though I'm still mad about idols now...
go ahead and
dream~
|12/26/2004 01:30:00 AM|
Saturday, December 25, 2004
-Merry Christmas!-
It's Christmas! Its time for a change, a new template for my blog! It will keep my motivation to carry on blogging XD Well, mr ray comment that its a little pinklish... well at first I thought it's too feminine for me also... but again the design is just too nice to reject! Well for me it's either the simplest or the most complicated =x I've had the simplest and now its time to show some complicated style hoho ho! again the first question for christmas was "where is the L2 engine??" by mr ray -_- well sad to say.. but I'm gonna give up L2! Its been some time yet stupid sunny havent migrate over yet! Jermie went back to ek somemore >< Mr rays L2 is down! Kasuya and Cas already gave it up! Nobody will be there for me in L2!
Again... nevermind I guess I'll put in more effort in studying! Hohoho! I wanna get at least all Bs, As are better of course ^_^ Speakin of As, please wish me luck for my coming jap test! Hope I can at least pass! guess its for now! Merry Christmas to all! "off to study jap!"
go ahead and
dream~
|12/25/2004 01:30:00 AM|
Friday, December 24, 2004
-Special thanks to the author of the template.-
This template is gotten from BlogSkins, made by a wonderful girl. I'm here to thanks her specially for the skin, it's really nice. But I hope she don't mind me messing with it though ^_^ll I've change a lot of text and some styles. But don't worry, her links and copyright are all that! Thanks for the template!
go ahead and
dream~
|12/24/2004 11:39:00 PM|
Thursday, December 23, 2004
-Christmas soon!-
Its Christmas soon, hmm don't ask me what is Christmas for lol I don't know... I only know Christmas is a day where you give and get a lot of presents... where that's another thing of course. Talking about school, its as busy as ever... Com skill project is giving me quite a lot of problems, the peer teach is due next Monday. I still haven't manage to go through the frustrating Bus stats... With a jap test coming on next wed, I wonder if I could ever cope with my studies. I wonder what went wrong, with everybody at ease this sem I seems to be rather panicky* then I realize it's because I was rushing that Tian Long Ba Bu at the first week =_= slacking a bit in the first week and it ends up with a nasty following few weeks.
So what's with school friends? Well, Christine as usual, she looks like she's so occupied outside school. She seems to be quite happy this few days, don't really dare to ask her more on what's happening though. Just hope she can be cheerful as ever and get over unhappy things. Merry Christmas!
About Huihui, she seems to be more cheerful nowadays! Always chatting around and enjoying school, though she looks as blur and as late as ever. Lol but that's the huihui I know, if she's not late then something must be wrong =x I'll be really worried lol. She look very fashion nowadays though a bit ah lian... but huihui if you are reading this, I support you! Your new look very chio ok =p
I'm really missing my old sem friends, though it's not like I know everybody in my old class that well till the extent that we chat about those"xin shi"but it's the familiarity that I'm looking forward to. It will be so nice if we are all at the same class, at least we felt at ease with one another...
go ahead and
dream~
|12/23/2004 07:40:00 PM|
Wednesday, December 22, 2004
-Busy and busy..-
Am I busy? yes! very... if u see me on msn, I'm usually away... why? cause I'm doing my never ending homework or revising some stupid tutorials... Homeworks.. is it really alot?
No, not really.. if u want to get a pass or fail the subjects you are taking. But for me there seems to be just too much for me to learn. -_- business statistic is hard, if you got some careless mistake (which i always made) at the begining, you will get everything wrong.. this is crazy, numbers are driving me crazy. Accounting 2 is ok.. but again it will get harder. MicroEcons is ok, but again my econs teacher this sem told us from the begining that he isnt an econs teacher exactly, he specialise in some other biz subs ._.ll my god, wats the world coming to? Everyday there seems to be something to do, homeworks, project, online works and blah.. do i even have spare time for myself? ><><
ps: Nope dun ask me on the script results. Its not out yet...
go ahead and
dream~
|12/22/2004 01:20:00 AM|
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
-my ambitions, its not a far away dreams anymore.-
'm so happy, so very happy! For the first time in my life, I felt that my dreams are no more a dream, its now a possible thing for me to fulfill, it is an ambition. An ambition that I know I will be able to reach if I work hard enough.
I like to write scripts for screenplay, I like to write stories. I knew from the start I would go into the media industry, but I didnt what position I'll be at. A freelance script writer? A novelist? By chance I got to know a BeiJing Film academy. Its a academy about movies. I have never thought of entering a china university at first but when I first saw the director's course, I was stunned. I yearn to become a director even more than I've ever thought. I really really want to let others see how I present my own script! Yup, thats my biggest dream.
I research a lot, the different courses, how the system work and stuff. I'm so lucky, I found a girl that was in the director course, got her msn somewhere and asked her about the course at msn. What was more unbelievable was that she link me to her singapore friend who was studying at beijing film academy now! Oh man, lady luck is surely with me! ~><~ I'm so happy I got to know this singapore girl! At least I know that its possible for a singaporean! We chatted for a while and really gave me some useful info! Now I'm really planning to go over to china to pursue my dreams, but for the time being. I will planned how I can convinced my mum and dad first! Or even if I cannot. I can always finish my poly degree, work and save enough money first!
I finally found my path in life! yay!
go ahead and
dream~
|12/14/2004 10:15:00 PM|
Monday, December 13, 2004
-Bad com..-
Nice day with only a 2 hour lessons and a short group discussion. But.... the moment I step into my house, I heard this scream "hey jie, com cannot use again leh!" -_-ll not again.... i went over to that stupid com and decided to boot it up and try to figure out whats wrong.. hmm so the problem was... with the keyboard... seems that the keyboard cant be detected X_X
First thing I've done was to check on the hardware thingy at the control panel and there wasnt any keyboard x.x... so i went to look for the driver that comes with my keyboard and of course.. its gone.. its been so long who the hell will know where i've place my cd lol... to think that i even misplace my keys, phones, remote controls stuffy =x sooooooo i decided to search on the web for keyboard drivers ^_^ aint i smart? but... the prob is how do i search without a keyboard.. how do i even type 0o? Nevertheless i manage to open a window keyboard program helping u to type with every click of your mouse! yaay! Ok after all the trouble of the installing + everything, my keyboard still dont work x.x look up the troubleshoot and they mention about "maybe your keyboard is not plug properly, maybe its at the wrong plug" thingy and it doesnt help a bit... I confirmed with my kiddy bro twice and he nodded at me saying that he was sure he plugged the keyboard into the correct plug. Well its a too simple task for him to deal with, considering that he was always into hacking stuff, so I didnt doubt him. hoho with no idea whats wrong with the keyboard I decided to ask cheese!!!!
cheese as usual was always helpful... but the moment i started talking to the main point of the keyboard problem, my sis made a check at the plug itself and realise its plugged wrongly.... -_-ll oh cassa! What a dumb ass!! What a silly mistake you made... you only know how to play game+bug abuse+bot+hack X.x
go ahead and
dream~
|12/13/2004 03:13:00 PM|
Sunday, December 12, 2004
-my system look!-
hey ppl! take a look at my new xp visual theme look XD! nice?
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v257/edisonal/desk.jpg
note: pic size too big, dun wanna spoil my blog with the pic =x please open new window to see lol
This is a window xp visual theme done with "style xp", the effect is quite nice XD~
go ahead and
dream~
|12/12/2004 03:17:00 PM|
-School started!-
Sch has already started for a week!! woooo its been a busy school week with stupid 2 - 3 hours break in between lessons =x finally found my way to relax during the weekends hoho! but spent it on watching tian long ba bu + researching on various ancients chinese sites and mountains + liu yi fei =x ok you might not understand what I'm talking about. So let me explain... I've actually started plotting on a Wu Xia Novel from sec 3, 15 years old. Plotted the basic storyline and fix the characters, the various martial art + researching on the dynasty blah blah... Its a tough job, cos though my chinese is alright, it wouldnt be very possible to reach those average wu xia novel author's standard at my age. Well do wait for my this novel ok? lol okok i understand, most of my friends can't read chinese =x especially i'm writing this in traditional chinese format...
Lets talk more about my story next time.
So what happen in school?
I'm in the same class with christine! Yup! Its a happy thing! Though she seems still as mysterious as she was + with minor** mood swing at times =x lol kidding. Actually I know sometimes she's down, maybe because of some family stuff or relationship stuff.. And Huihui! her blog is soo dark in colour, a bit too dark for her real life character =x she seems to be in a great mood last week lol.. I just hope my friends around me can be happy always!
Guess thats it for today.. rushing back to my tian long ba bu!
go ahead and
dream~
|12/12/2004 02:47:00 PM|
Wednesday, December 08, 2004
-What I've been doing lately?-
yup.. its been quite some time since i update my blog =x I'm sorry! ~><~ Been quite busying chionging my lineage 2 cleric lol. Alright besides that, one thing i wanna say! Sch Has reopen!!!!!! hmm its a bad news of course =x that means i will have to chiong my studies again for at least 3 months. Whatever i do, i believe in doing for the best. I got an average B for all the subs last sem which i thought was pretty -_- wasted... I'm gonna aim for better grades this sem wahaha!
ohhh if you asked me what I've been up to lately (lots of people asked me this question), I've been writing story (forever), playing lineage 2 (its a mmorpg..) and watching Tian Long Ba Bu, channel 55 is showing every sat but I couldnt sit down and wait to watch the 2 epi every sat so i downloaded it =x Its a seriously really nice drama, the original story is by Jin Yong of course..
yeah, i have not really been going out with friends.. maybe I'm already passed that periods of chionging outside. Met up a few old friends recently during the holidays and brought back pretty memories ^_^... i still remember when i first started going out with my pri sch frens when we are pri 3? lol yup my pri 3 to 6 life were full of craps, skipping sup lessons, cca, copying homeworks + ktv at my friends house.. then sec 1 to 2 even worse, everyday after sch was like "alright lets head to parkway" its already an everyday routine. Sec 3 and sec 4 were slightly better, a change of sch change the way i see things, i began to learn a lot to cherish my family. I still prefer staying at home to chiong lineage 2 + watch drama with my very bad tempered sister and crappy brother XD and not forgetting my online promised knights pals! (not only pk pals of course! there are some special ppl outside pk thats very important! like hoshi!!!) They are very important people in my life! Yup, its my life not just gaming life! Well, if you asked me, I'm happy the way I'm living my life~ Life rocks!
go ahead and
dream~
|12/08/2004 11:32:00 PM|
