Sunday, October 31, 2004
-what am i doing these 3 days-
i was as usual surfing on a story web, where a lot of different web authors from china, taiwan and hong kong post their stories. Then i saw a big big notice "looking for script! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxx" well basically they are lookin for a nice story which they can make it into script for their new drama. They also mentioned 2 male actor which will be in the drama whom i'm not so interested, for your info its HE RUN DONG and CHEN KUN, well don't think u guys will know anyway. But the leading female is the korean actress SUN YI ZHEN(dunno her korean name ><)! NOOoo, she's my favorite korean actress, now i'm stuck between trying or not trying for the script, its one month till deadline and requires 80,000 words.. OMG..
You know what I'm talkin? If dunno nevermind, cos I dont know what I'm talking also.. arghh back to the intensive writing...
go ahead and
dream~
|10/31/2004 01:30:00 PM|
Thursday, October 28, 2004
-erm...ya?-
what a lousy day... i was sooooo full of ideas for my story writing stuff these few days and that "dont-intend to return my sis game" thing got my mood to the bottom! arh.. now Im thinking if everytime i look at my this story and it reminds me of that guy.... that would be just too HORRIBLE....
Well to update we were negotiating (arh spelling wrong) the amount of money to return me. Or they buy another same game disk to return. Then they say alright, they will pay me back for the disk. So i was thinking... *sigh* i'll have to go find the disk for my sis then, so i found online it was about sg dollars 30 bucks (not include shippin cost) and I'm sure the game was more expensive BEFORE.. My aunt bought the game when it has just been released... so i say alright why dun u say farking pass me that 30 bucks and I'll go and order online paying the shippin cost MYSELF. OR IF U want me to show u the receipt I CAN, but for wasting my precious time u will have to pay for the shipping cOSt also. Then he sms back and say I'll tell u tomorrow... wth... I was damnit afraid to waste another day so i sms alright alright i give u the website link and u go order can? u buy finish then pass me back. (note that was the game official taiwan web, selling at much cheaper price) then that farker sms back and say tml i tell u...... arh not again.. if i dun get it settle soon i wont have the mood to continue my chinese story!!!
hmm i dun think i will lend out anything to any guys anymore!
FRUSTRATED
go ahead and
dream~
|10/28/2004 01:50:00 PM|
Wednesday, October 27, 2004
-Down...-
Come to think of it, i just realise i wasn't too happy today lol, here comes this story.
I'm a person who is very willing to loan out my stuff... seriously... then in my sec school years i met some friends who are as into gaming as me, well i mean chinese rpg. So after a chat this guy came to me and ask if I could borrowed my Twin Heroes 2 cd, I hesitate for a moment cause that was my sis's game and that game was gift from my aunt when my mum visited hong kong. But I felt that guy was trustworthy and it seems that the game (original) cannot be found in sg, so i talk to my sis and loan him the disk.
Well months passed, i asked them for it back and they say they havent finish playing, so i was like... "alright, it takes time to complete" when did they borrowed? it was June 2003 when they borrowed. I have to stress again, this game is not mine, if i loan out i have to get it back! So i asked them again this year april 2004, and this guy say he will get back to me and ask me out to pass the cd back. But I waited and waited... nothing happen, my sis was getting angry cause its really my fault to lend out the disk to some not-trustworthy person.
Then yesterday I sms this guy again, please note I even loan him another of my elva disk last time with that game. And this time he sms back and said he lost the game
it... it was like one year plus a couple of months then he informed me he lost it... I was like wth? I sms him back and told him to buy the same game disk to return my sis, and excuses again he said he needed some time to search for it. My sis got fed up of course, what kind of guy is he? so.. -_-.. lame and crap. We waited for the reply and of course got angry again to recap it's been so long and we dont see any that they have the intention to return us the game disk. Then i sms back and and ask him to pay me back the game price, it's original and of course a few times of the price of pirated cd. So I'll get it back myself then, and guess what i received? "wth, if you wan me to pay money please show receipt, so what if it's a gift?" then i went zzzz... why did i ever trusted this kind of person? I think my elva cd he don't intend to return also... *sigh*
go ahead and
dream~
|10/27/2004 04:57:00 PM|
-dreaming?-
writing contest... i found one writing contest at the blogger main page! those interested please go take a look! ^_^ its about finishing a 50000 word novel in 1 month... recalling about.. i wrote a forbidden love for 20,000+ for about 2 weeks lol... of course thanks to my great editing and screen shooting team mates Jermie! Scopio! Vomit! Momo! Wenny! (special thanks to Hoshi who's been with me for the last two contest! Shijie you are the best!) that make us come first in the role playing story contest. First in every role playing contest ek held lol.. (and if u ask me if i'm participating, nope is the answer lol, first i dun feel like writin english story at the moment but i might change my mind though..)
I'm trying to jump out of the small circle of writing into a bigger competition, but thats something thats hard though... but recently, I'm quite happy about breaking thru my writer's mid point crisis. Lemme describe the author mid point crisis nono it's not that I've reach 40 ahem, I'm 18. Its about feeling your story is crap yet you can think of no ways to improve it, and then you left your story un-attended for more than a year because you just don't feel like touching them. I've written chinese/english romance stuffy, chinese wu xia story, chinese myths story, and fantasy english story. Breakthru my mid point crisis for the chinese/english romance story long ago, just breakthru a wu xia chinese story, and very recent I just flip back a old old story chinese myths story I've done and make a complete change to the plotting and I felt wow! I seems to have suceeded in breaking thru my mid point crisis of myths stories! That was a wonderful feeling, u felt u have improved!
During these three years of writing life, I realise something when you are participating in some competition, you must write your story with confident like you are damn sure your story would come in first - write your story as number 1 story.
Then... Love your characters, your story characters, cause if you don't like them, nobody else would.
go ahead and
dream~
|10/27/2004 12:34:00 AM|
Tuesday, October 26, 2004
-Xian Jian Qi Xia Zhuan-
What is Xian Jian Qi Xia Zhuan you may ask me... I would answer its a game that got me addicted to the world of fantasy.
*ahem story telling time*
In 1998, during my Pri6 break I went to Hong Kong to visit my granny and aunt. It was quite boring though, cause the weather was a bit cold for us (sg children) we didn't go out too often in hong kong. Then my aunt introduced us a dos game. The first version of xian jian qi xia zhuan. It was a game with a nice graphic (at that time) with a beautiful story. We stayed in hong kong for 3 weeks, of course didn't manage to finish that chinese rpg game. As the game was installed into the harddisk (no cd burner at that time) I couldn't bring it back to singapore. So after we went back, me and my sis went searching up and down for that game. Sadly it was no where to be found in singapore. Hoho luckily after i enter sec school my friend introduce me to ff8 to play! lol thats another story again.
Years passed but I didn't forget about xian jian, cause its a very very nice game, though the grahpic of technology improved, I still wanted to play the game badly as I wanted to know the endinggg, In 2000, by chance we came across a dos game downloading web, we found xian jian lol! Great but we are not using broadband at that time, so we took about 8 hours non stop watching the com at midnight till morning to make sure the file is still downloading (not broken)... lol yup we did downloaded it and replay the whole thing + complete the ending!! But we were surprised the ending was a bad one, a tragic...
Then the we were back to our ff series again, thumbs up to squaresoft aka square-enix now, their games were brilllant!
In 2002 (about there) we replay xianjian again with the brand new graphic softworld release, lemme tell u its the most brillant chinese game ever! Though the ending was still a disappointing one.
And finally up to today, we found out channel U will be showing the latest game drama... it was a complicated feeling, you waited for it yet afraid that it would disappoint you again, nah, not in terms of the ending, the ending was always like that but I'm more afraid to the way the new drama express the show... *sigh* guess you wont understand also... ah my ling er... *sobs*
Hope the new show would be a good one, anyway, the new star for ling er, liu yi fei is super beautiful lol... thats something I'm quite happy about. Generally I think the cast are alright, I'm just afraid of the script writer.
So go play Xian Jian! NOte* is Xing Xian Jian Qi Xia Zhuan, dont go buy the XIan JIan Qi Xia Zhuan 2 or 3, its completely different and 2 is super erm ... -_- not nice..... cos the main story is about some other unrelated ppl. 3 I havent try but I would suggest you go to the first Xian Jian first! Oh btw Xuan Yuan Jian series not bad also, I've started on Xuan Yuan JIan 3 and it was really nice. Havent complete 4 and 5 yet, you can find those chinese game at popular or big computer game shop. Made by SoftWorld. Buy Original! It wont cost a lot. Those game are worth with it with their big big nice boxes!
go ahead and
dream~
|10/26/2004 01:10:00 PM|
Monday, October 25, 2004
-Back to bloggin-
*shouts* guys and girls I'm back to bloggin! From the past experience of 4 different blogs I'm created somewhere, I realise that always at first, you will be super enthu* about updating your blog, then you will realise you have nothing more to write... then you will give up bloggin eventually... So a piece of advice for all those out there, once you start bloggin, dont ever stop for more than a day! Or you might not have to mood to keep your blog alive again!!
Right wonder what makes me come back?
Reason 1. Huihui call and told me about Mr rays blog, went to peep and suddenly thought its time for me to update my blog also ^_^ <---(what a fake smile) =xx
Reason 2. For those that have not seen me for a long time, =x I will do some updating to let you guys know what I've been doing lol.
Topic 1. Things I've been doing - I've been doing some freelancing writing stuff, if my work got approve, I will get some money, if they don't want them I get no money lol... well thats about what I've been doing everyday, thinking of what to write and updating the stories I've been working on while I have the time, I'm so afraid the next sem would start and I have no more time for any story writing stuff. Especially when I'm so stupid to sign up for 2 cds... hope I just got 1...
Topic 2. Exam Results - Ok, for the first time I'll publish my results on the web!! Not too happy about my results...though
Accounting - B+
Marco-Econs - B+
Communication Skills - B
IISO - B
CMSY - C
(Awwww where have my As gone??)
Seriously i was expecting at least an A for my Econs, considering I got a 82 for my little term test... but i think the final paper was way difficult than wat I've expected and my slacking cause my grade to go down... so sad.. but nvm I'll work harder next sem.. no more skipping of lectures for me! ^_^
Topic 3. Alert Alert! 2 degrees in 5 years. This 2 degrees for 5 years thing is offered by The university of New South Wales, an aussie university. Basically you could take 2 degrees and graduate in 5 years, it is said that the grads from these courses is very popular to big companies. The university will sort of set up a school in Singapore and start offering courses like that in 2007. Fellow classmates interested please remember you have to get average B for poly results to get in. JC students have to get As or Bs to get in. But for the first year the students they take in would be very limited so its no guarantee u will get in if you reach their basic requirement results, I think it would be much more difficult to get in. Anyway a good luck to all my classmates whom will be going separate ways with me next sem, you guys are great and I wouldnt forget you guys! Work harder and we might see each other at University!
Well written more for today, thanks for reading.. *Back to work time*
go ahead and
dream~
|10/25/2004 01:37:00 PM|
Saturday, October 09, 2004
-I'm relaxed!-
yayyyyyy exams finally over! nothing can describe my stress during examinations and no words can describe my happiness after the examinations lol finally i can go back to all my gamesss! wanted to complete my ffx sphere grid with ultimate weapon, which take up sooooo much time, i completed ffx ending three times (replay three times cos i did something wrong infront.. silly..) working on the third perfect data to complete my half complete sphere grid.. i wan to beat all dark aeons kick their ass! Star ocean, till the end of time is not bad also, might get the cd soon. waiting for my chinese romance of three kingdom 10 to come out... also i'm currently playing on gba rom harvest moon, friends of the mineral town, alf just show me yesterday and i go wowww, its exactly like the "back to nature" yes with same faces same names, Karen, Ann, Mary yes! new features added, some bad and time wasting stuff removed! this time i wan to complete my uncomplete harvest moon on my pc!! but i'm having some serious controlling problem as its so damn hard to get use to gba keys on pc... lol im getting back to the game.. happy happy ^_^
go ahead and
dream~
|10/09/2004 11:40:00 AM|
Tuesday, October 05, 2004
-Exam Period-
Aw finally I'm done for my first 2 papers for the exam... and i can say accounting sucks man -_- the paper isn't hard but the mcqs wasted lots of my precious time and when I'm left with the last question of 29marks (or somewhere there, its a 100 marks paper) I'm left with the last 25 mins (exam is 2 hours) or so and i panicked.. at that moment i felt like jumping out of my seat and tearing that stupid paper away... but for a moment again... i spend about 2 sec thinking it's not worth it and got back to my accounting paper again... well i sort of finish the paper with a 6marks question left blank though, the steps are correct I'm sure but I'll have stupid careless and calculation errors cos no time to check through and i basically rush through the whole paper.. i got a A for my accounting coursework, just hope i dont do too badly for the paper so i can get a B for my overall...
The other subject was IISO, glad to hear from hweehwee that our project group everybody got a B for the coursework, and damnit the IISO paper was 3 hours! when i the examiner says start i quickly write down the points to every answer first before i forgot and i think hmm this iiso should be quite easy, i should get a B or a A. But 1 and half hour pass and i was like.... -_- why...? cos the paper was damnit long! Its not about whether u know how to do it, its about whether you have any energy left to complete it. At that 1 and half hour point, some thoughts cross my mind (cos the weather is so hot at the sports hall)that was "LET ME DIE!" -_- my hands are so tired from all the writings... and i have to say again, the sports hall is hot and crazy... i just peep on raymonds blog and he said his answers was short... well my answers were quite long.. again it might means im long winded(as usual).. but i still manage to finish it in 2hrs and 35 mins, think i can get a B for my overall IISO for sure lol...
Its a bonus break day today, I'll run down to kino to get some manga with alf wahah!! and get back to the studying tomorrow for my econs and Horrible cmsy lol
go ahead and
dream~
|10/05/2004 11:52:00 AM|
Saturday, October 02, 2004
-Exams.. stress O_O-
Exams on monday! I cannot believe it, oh man i feel I'm running out of time -_-... but i still havent touch on much of my iiso... and less mention accounting.. *sigh* not in the best mood to study.... help.. blah..
At first thought i'll go back to school to study but in the end I'm just tooo lazy to get everything done... guess it will be awhile for me to update blog cos i'll be busy studying my subjects.. noooooo i dun wan to take sub papers!
go ahead and
dream~
|10/02/2004 01:55:00 PM|
