Tuesday, November 02, 2004
-to the friends-
I missed a lot of birthdays!! Hui Hui's and Mr Ray's and I also missed out a very important girl bday I think! Hopefully not!!!! I'm sorry pals =x i might have miss out more friends birthday but I really cannot remember =x Apologises!! I have say a big sorry to those I have forgotten your birthday and wish u guys a happy belated birthday!
argh.. i know i sucks at my memory...
A lot of people asked me... hey huixin why didn't I see you write any very unhappy or sad things at your blog, you were talking craps most of the time... even those entry you wrote on your days when your mood was consider bad was so mild. The reason? because I forgot things easily... things seems so easy to be forgotten nowadays, i was again talking to alf one day and we were sort of arguing about something and she shouted at me and said, you said the same thing to me that time when we are quarrelling about something else don't you farking remember?... Then I go... ?_?.... "did I?"
Actually there are really a lot of unhappy things in my life also, i quarrel with my bro and sis but I know I love them and they love me, I scold my dog and she wanted to bite me but I know I love her and she love me also lol.. ok ok serious..
Serious, I met people who are out to harm you, bad mouth you, make you as lonely as they could and laugh at a you. I met unhappy things, from a good psle grade I got into a good sec sch and I have to face the failure of dropping out because I fail the sec 2 exam, the fact for being such a loser. That was a big big failure for me, sch was everything, without studying I could get into such a good sec school but I drop out, at that moment I couldnt imagine how my sec sch friends will laugh at me, my pri sch friends... so I choose not to contact any of them but eventually I got my thinking sort out after three long years... true friends would always be with you. I wanted to contact back my sec sch friends but I found out a lot had went overseas... (*note I couldnt remember more unhappy things recently)
There are usually more unhappy things than happy things in life. But writing unhappy things down? No, I would write some unhappy things down but I want my blog to be fill of those happy moments... why? because those unhappy things are meant to be forgotten, only happy memories you want to keep right? Like if you got a basket of apples that you want to keep for next time, you would take out the rotten ones out and throw away to prevent them from rotting the others =x and of course, keep the good apples.
So next time I read my blog I will conclude "oh these periods in poly I'm very happy!" lol of course I'm not telling you guys to dont write unhappy things in your blog, it's just everybody's different way of seeing things. But for sure is if you meet any unhappy things or nasty people, try to forget, well you can take revenge if you meet that person again =x same applies to those unhappy things, you can always forget them first and remember them when times comes and needs arise =x lol
Most important things of all write more happy entries!!!!
you understand what I'm saying? lol ^_^
go ahead and
dream~
|11/02/2004 01:36:00 PM|
